where do you want to go?

im longing for the words to describe why exactly i made this blog. in the world of facebook and myspace i decided i needed something more concrete. something more mine, rather then being for other people. someplace where i could come and vent my thoughts, insecurities, frustrations, loves, and all the stories i have to tell. i want to remember these times, because everything is changing. i am changing and evolving into someone who is the same at the core of everything, but maybe more mature, more forgiving, more loving. i want to remember my life, every little funny, or even painful, detail. i want to remember everything on the road thats leading to me to what i'll be, who i'll be.

also, sometimes, its hard to put yourself into perspective and realize that some of the things youre doing are wrong for you. ive let myself slip in these past few years. ive become complacent and thats never a good thing to be. maybe i'm too afraid of change, too afraid to put myself out there, warts and all. to get hurt. from this day out, i'm going to start living this one life i have. hurt be damned. maybe people will read my journey, or maybe it'll just be here just for me but however it turns out, i want to make this year the best ive ever had.